頭が痛い!!!
私は本当に疲れた :(
emo once in a while can? tired of explaining why am i so tired even though i've got nth to do at work. so dont ask anymore. the frustration is hurting my head. the frustration is too tiring for my eyes. :( it makes me have double image sometimes. this frustration is familiar. very familiar. not very long ago, the same thing happened. the frustration, the tiredness. everything the same, just that this time, it's not that serious. If I can turn back time, I want to change everything. Everything that i can. from the character to the path i choose. not hinting that i regretted. I'm still working hard towards my goals. but yes, like wat leeming says, the journey of pursuing one's passion is like that of the movement of the snail. Sometimes I do wonder, is this the path i really want? but why i wonder, is not wat i studying that matters. it's others, like friends. sometimes, i do hope going back to poly so that i can have friends to acc me. so that, i can join CCAs and other activities. sy is already pathetic enough to have only few friends. yet, all sy's friends are so busy. busy with As, projects, reports. Everyday at work, I have so much time here doing nth, thinking of useless stuff, wasting away time, wasting away life. 疲れた!
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