never..

/What I do is never enough/

now with at least 2 ppl who knows and sometimes viewed my blog.. i hesitated and think about the words that gonna be here in this blog. :/
but don't worry, I'm not gonna gossip about anybody. (anyway, there's dictionary in blogger now. cool.)

I'm a Leo. I'm not a Virgo. Virgos are perfectionist.
But, somehow, I felt, i have half the perfectionist mind of Virgo.
The other half...
I lost to laziness.
I tried to do my best to do what i can. Cos i know i have a responsibility here.
but, nothing ish enough.
Nobody felt this way, I lost to myself.
I hate the low self esteem sy.
I hate the low confidence sy.
I hate the low energy force sy.
low fighting force sy.
low spirit sy.
low thinking skill sy.
low wisdom sy.
disappointed is just the word.

AHHHHHHHH!!