SGH-Z240

male author got me a new phone... SGH-Z240


:)

it's not very user friendly though. wahhahaha~

cutTED hair!!! 2KG off? LOL

do u feel more sad and pain when u see a sad clown compared to anyone who's sad?

no.. i'm not sad today.. dont worry..
no la. actually abit la. :/ but i wont mention y.

during lunch i went out to CUT HAIR!!!!!
dunnoe how long ago since i cut. but.. i was so scared.. :/ i dread going to the salon since young. :(
since young it's rare that i find my hair nice after the cutting.. maybe 1 out of 10 times..
today, i find it quite nice! hee~ and i feel so light with my hair not touching my shoulder. :P
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA~ happy happy..

anyway,
IT'S FRIDAY!!!! :D
going for Tanglewood Music School competition tml at YMS. haha~ miss the teachers and kids!! :D
woohoo~~
28th April - Declaration of the True buddhism
&
Sao zi's birthday!!

anyway, the blur guy is not in that module.. haha~ i'm glad i went for class ytd. met mariam and shirley! yes!! i finished 5modules! 3 more to go but those 3 only starting in sept,oct,nov. so now no school till sept!! wooHoOo~ :D

lalala~

怎么你的每个小动作
都让我微笑呢?

the blur guy..

somehow, i'm looking forward to class tonight. =/ first lesson for me for this module (i missed the first).

there's this guy that caught my attention. we're of the same module previously in the module 'sociology'. but i only saw him like.. twice? yeah.. and recently, saw him again at the final exam.

wat makes me notice him? hmmmm.. the first time, i was in class and the lecturer skipped one chapter. (because i wasnt there the previous class) i asked him who was sitting in front of me, 'why she skipped one chapter huh?' guess his answer? 'eh..dunnoe leh..' smile. lol

When i first saw him, he's with his beng-lookalike friend. ha~ but he's guai guai look + type one.. (that's wat caught my attention..hee.) then he blur blur de too. :P

then at the final exam, he's alone. I was late and then the only seats left were the fronts. so i went all the way (so paiseh!) to the first row. i didnt realise until a while later, he's only diagonally behind me. ha~

I was late but i finsihed the paper before him. =X i went to pay sch fee then and he's out. after that he went to the washroom.. i got into the lift. but wth.. the lift went one storey up den down to 1st floor. (FYI, the lift is those glass window which u can see outside - not enclosed de.) then then~ no.. he didnt came into the lift i got in. .(hurhur.. this is wat u think right? lol) he's in the other lift.. haha.. like so drama.. =/

was looking forward to class tonight cos he may be in tonight's class as well. :/ lol.
hmmm.. but.. just noticing him :P


how i wish sch ends soon.

am i getting old?

everybody is asking me...

'hey sy, u looked very tired leh.. '
stupid uncle even added, 'are u sick?'

sianx. do i look so tired that i looked like i'm sick?


but i'm not really tired leh.. i'm not busy with anything..
but i do feel 'energy-less' la.. ha..

am i getting old? :(

maybe i should do some exciting stuff to make me more energize? like..
clubbing? =/
lolx.

giddy giddy~

I've been feeling giddy this few days. :( why huh?

not all the time lah.. btu especially when i lie down or get up from lying position.. then my mind will go for rounds.. for about 5-10 sec.. :( sianx.

then today.. wake up till now (afternoon).. feeling like blur blur.. abit faint faint feeling.. ahhhh~~ this is making me sick...............

****

anyway, i went to the home page of Bunka Language School.. the feeling not bad leh..

elementary 1 -> elementary 2 -> intermediate 1-4

each step only 2 months. and only $200 for EL 1 & 2. which means one month 100bucks only.

hmmm.. after finish intermediate 4 can take JLPT3. :)

thinking thinking thinking.......

never..

/What I do is never enough/

now with at least 2 ppl who knows and sometimes viewed my blog.. i hesitated and think about the words that gonna be here in this blog. :/
but don't worry, I'm not gonna gossip about anybody. (anyway, there's dictionary in blogger now. cool.)

I'm a Leo. I'm not a Virgo. Virgos are perfectionist.
But, somehow, I felt, i have half the perfectionist mind of Virgo.
The other half...
I lost to laziness.
I tried to do my best to do what i can. Cos i know i have a responsibility here.
but, nothing ish enough.
Nobody felt this way, I lost to myself.
I hate the low self esteem sy.
I hate the low confidence sy.
I hate the low energy force sy.
low fighting force sy.
low spirit sy.
low thinking skill sy.
low wisdom sy.
disappointed is just the word.

AHHHHHHHH!!

Women...

"Women's precarious and inferior position in traditional India is illustrated further by the ancient Manu code, which was drawn up between 200 B.C and A.D 200. The code states that...

If a wife had no children after 8 years of marriage, she would be banished;
if all her children were dead after 10 years, she would be dismissed;
and if she had produced only girls after 11 years, she could be repudiated."

I found this in my textbook 'Sociology'.

Poor Women~



lucky us now.

The Benefit of Laughter :D

before we start, lets breathe in together.. ready?

breathe in... breathe out...

start! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

=X

Hormones: Laughter reduces the level of stress hormones. It also increases the level of health-enhancing hormones. All this means a stronger immune system, as well as fewer physical effects of stress.
Physical Release: Have you ever felt like you "have to laugh or I'll cry"? Have you experienced the cleansed feeling after a good laugh? Laughter provides a physical and emotional release.
Internal Workout: A good belly laugh exercises the diaphragm, contracts the abs and even works out the shoulders, leaving muscles more relaxed afterward. It even provides a good workout for the heart.
Distraction: Laughter brings the focus away from anger, guilt, stress and negative emotions in a than other mere distractions.
Perspective: Humor can give us a more lighthearted perspective and help us view events as 'challenges', thereby making them less threatening and more positive.
Social Benefits of Laughter: Laughter connects us with others. Also, laughter is contagious, so if you bring more laughter into your life, you can most likely help others around you to laugh more, and realize these benefits as well. By elevating the mood of those around you, you can reduce their stress levels, and perhaps improve the quality of social interaction you experience with them, reducing your stress level even more!

A recent study showed that pre-school-aged children laugh up to 400 times a day, but by the time we reach adulthood, we laugh a mere 17 times per day on average!

'Fake It Until You Make It': Just as studies show the positive effects of smiling occur whether the smile is fake or real, faked laughter also provides the benefits mentioned above. So smile more, and fake laughter; you'll still achieve positive effects, and the fake merriment may lead to real smiles and laughter.

this is one of the strategies in which you can raise your laughter level.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!

i hope nobdy is being bored by this post. lol.

i guess laughter can also exercise cheeks right? =P

(all informations are from about.com)

white white white~

this is the damage within 3 days. :X total damage: estimated $60. :S

i realized i getting so into WHITE bags~ lol. :P

默默地为你祝福

我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福

不远处的我
在默默祝福
对你的期待
每段都有记载
每一个眼神
我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞
不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了
当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望
你能幸福


**dont know the title. :X

sentosa 070407 :)

haha.. so lazy to upload so wait till now... :P :P



very fun day~
and merlion appeared during dinner. =/
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~

sOoo...

SO! i decided to stay in the company in the end..

hmmmm.. maybe i'm touched..maybe i felt guilty...
maybe i love the money.. maybe i'm lazy..

yesterday spent like 50+bucks.. bought pair of slippers, one top and one bag. :D

was thinking what will become of me when i dont work and have no money.. =/

after i started working.. especially in this current company.. i dont feel poor..
i have enough to spend. i even saved enough to go on a HK trip.
What more can i ask for?

so what if i'm gonna be useless now?
so what if i'm slower than others?
so what if i'm not smart enough?


mao2dun4!!
haix.

1.5KG!

I GAINED 1.5KG!


ANGRY SAD DISAPPOINTED! :(

the you..

long time since i feel this way.. :(



everything made me smile. :)





这样就够了

:(

I AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally... :)

finally.. :D

I've waited for that day. hee.. so happy.


dont have to wait till another _ days! *blush** :P

希望你快乐

希望你快乐

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!! :D

WOOHOOO!!! WAHAHAHA! I CANNOT WIPE OFF THE SMILE ON MY FACE!!! :P

ok.. haha.. u know right.. we went to Breeks that day for class gathering. den azmil ask me and mel to take the no. of a waitress there. her name is Emma :) she looks very sweet.

then then then! today! azmil msg me in msn! he said thank you for helping him to take the no. haha. now the gal everyday call him! and yesterday they talked till like 4am plus!

anyway, make me think of ivan.. hmmm.. we also used to talk till 4am plus when we just started. haix. :(

ahHh! all in the past! *shake off**

:)

31032007 :)

5a gathering~ :)
Present : Swee Ching, Melissa, Szeying, Clara, Shida, Artiqah, Yishan, Angela, Amanda (dinner), Shu Juan, Jasmine, Wilfred, Wei Liang, Boon Kiat, Azmi, Hazmi, Azmil, Ahmad (after dinner)

We went to Breeks @ Marina Square for dinner.
the huge ice cream is called 'MASSIVE ATTACK' haha.. they say it's the goldfish tank. :P



After the dinner, initially wanted to bowl but too many ppl so went to esplande instead. :)

CASH 2007 :D



Ahmad! look here!!!

haha! this pic is cute! but swee ching dont like. dunnoe y. =X