heard the superhost lin chui fang on 93.3fm talking about her youngest sis incident. i think she suddenly collapsed and they put her in coma to save her brain i think. something like that. and she talked about her feelings.. like.. she learnt to treasure her sis and THIS moment even more.
true true.. nobody knows what will happen tml or even the next moment. i may be here updating my blog but the next moment i may encounter some accident or forgot to wake up tml. everything cannot be predicted. hmmm. thought of few years ago when i almost lost my bro in an hit-and-run accident. we really almost lost him, the doc said he cannot make it. come to think of it, it's scary.. and everytime i thought of this, i felt ashamed of my attitudes towards him. :( and i know he dotes on me alot. :D
anyway, i'm feeling abit scared about money issue in the future. just now i'm talking about 'who knows what would happen in the future?' then here i am worrying about the future. haix. sy ah sy.. u gave up a 'good relax easy money' job and here u're complaining.. what's wrong with u?
i may not be regretting about my decision but sometimes i think about what i've done. But i know Gohonzon will lead the way :)
thought of that toot guy again. haha. think of him made me smile *blush**
although i hope to fall in love.. have bf.. and..whatever..
but..at the same time, i also hope it wont come so early. =X *scold me** haha!
because i know, if i fall, i will fall hard. this is very true for me as a leo. :)
i haven really make use of my energy. haha~
i believe in.. hmmm.. what's that call? like for e.g. if u say 'i'm clever' to urself everyday, one day u will be clever :)
to keep a positive mind is difficult. human being still needs care and concern. but i wanna strive to keep a positive and cheerful mind. i keep praying that everything i do comes from the heart. really. i hope everything is from the bottom of my heart. :)
awww.. feel like learning Japanese again. and this time i got this strong feeling that i will work hard (though it's often) haha~ but but but not now. maybe next year bahz. SY DONT THINK ABOUT THE FUTURE! :P
By the way! wu zun updated his blog last night at 3am plus. so late. i sOooo want the motivation and enthusiaism.. i wan i wan!!
hmmm.. sy.. i guess u can only say this to urself everyday. :P
jia you sy!! ganbatte sy!! aja aja fighting!!!! :D
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