what if i 'forgot' to wake up tml?

heard the superhost lin chui fang on 93.3fm talking about her youngest sis incident. i think she suddenly collapsed and they put her in coma to save her brain i think. something like that. and she talked about her feelings.. like.. she learnt to treasure her sis and THIS moment even more.

true true.. nobody knows what will happen tml or even the next moment. i may be here updating my blog but the next moment i may encounter some accident or forgot to wake up tml. everything cannot be predicted. hmmm. thought of few years ago when i almost lost my bro in an hit-and-run accident. we really almost lost him, the doc said he cannot make it. come to think of it, it's scary.. and everytime i thought of this, i felt ashamed of my attitudes towards him. :( and i know he dotes on me alot. :D

anyway, i'm feeling abit scared about money issue in the future. just now i'm talking about 'who knows what would happen in the future?' then here i am worrying about the future. haix. sy ah sy.. u gave up a 'good relax easy money' job and here u're complaining.. what's wrong with u?

i may not be regretting about my decision but sometimes i think about what i've done. But i know Gohonzon will lead the way :)

thought of that toot guy again. haha. think of him made me smile *blush**
although i hope to fall in love.. have bf.. and..whatever..
but..at the same time, i also hope it wont come so early. =X *scold me** haha!
because i know, if i fall, i will fall hard. this is very true for me as a leo. :)
i haven really make use of my energy. haha~

i believe in.. hmmm.. what's that call? like for e.g. if u say 'i'm clever' to urself everyday, one day u will be clever :)

to keep a positive mind is difficult. human being still needs care and concern. but i wanna strive to keep a positive and cheerful mind. i keep praying that everything i do comes from the heart. really. i hope everything is from the bottom of my heart. :)

awww.. feel like learning Japanese again. and this time i got this strong feeling that i will work hard (though it's often) haha~ but but but not now. maybe next year bahz. SY DONT THINK ABOUT THE FUTURE! :P

By the way! wu zun updated his blog last night at 3am plus. so late. i sOooo want the motivation and enthusiaism.. i wan i wan!!

hmmm.. sy.. i guess u can only say this to urself everyday. :P

jia you sy!! ganbatte sy!! aja aja fighting!!!! :D

taDa~

the company has found a new staff. yipee~ :)

but i think the mad driver gonna be very disappointed. haha. cos the new gal..erm.. lady is 30plus.. woman.. wahaha. =X

and she has got blonde hair.. abit 'ah lian' look. lol. :P

anyway, she's coming on the 9th Apr. and i'm leaving on the 20th. hmmm.. she seems to be the talkative type. seems like time gonna pass fast with her around. :)


hmmmm.. anyway, the bond between children comm has improved so much. i guess because of juan bahz. haha. now left yifan. must pull her in also. haha. the feeling of being left out is bad. =/ lol

we are going to sentosa on the 7th. children comm. yes. everybody except fan. hmmmm.. gonna fan2 her. lol. :P

looking forward to 2 saturdays!! this coming: 5A GATHERING!!! :) and next children comm going to SENTOSA! :D woohOo~~~ lolx.

ok. and i need to study on sun. wahhaa. got lots of assignments to complete. :(

AhHhhh!

ok.. i like this pic~ hee. :P

that was taken before i went to meryvn's work place. haha. when i played till 4am that day. =/

lol.

went dinner just now with family. like so long nv had dinner together. hmmm.. though only like a few months. but we used to have it at least once very mth last time. :) went to sakae sushi~

hee. ok. think of monday make me so... sian=/ haha. but left 3weeks and i'm gonna start a new challenge in life! sy jia u! =D

HongKong Photos!

ok..i cant overlap the pics.. bleah.. so...
our hotel is located at yau ma tei.. (which is only 5 mins walk from NS Pc! =P)

then the durian got nth special.. but it's a heart shaped one!

on our way to disney where we have to transfer train, we saw this huge kitty and daniel! very beautiful! :P

ok.. saw the 'handsome guy'? haha.. hes cal's friend. good friend i think? they both so alike. ha~ anyway, he's joseph. but 'Jo' is so much easier to come out from my mouth. hee. i like to peek at his cards when we played daidee. =X cos he keep winning. haha.

finally, we reached Disney!! i like this pic. with the 3 of us. :)

ok. can i stop here for today? haha.. ciao.

:)

HongKong HongKong HongKong HongKong

ok.it's been like..5 days since i returned from the trip and.. ok.i was lazy to update. =/

all in all, the trip was a nice one.
with..
LEE MEI HUI
SOTONG WENG
CLARA LEE
CALVIN NEO
JOSEPH WONG
& of cos
ONG SZE YING

=D

nice weather.
nice people. (some at certain times. =/)
nice environment.
nice mood(certain times=D)
nice food.
nice snacks.
nice dim sum.
nice transportation.

NICE TRIP.

Day 1:
Reached airport at 4.40am then reached HK at around 10 plus 11am.
after checking in the hotel, we walked the whole day, going to ladies market, fa yuen street, and.. many more. i forgot. =/
then then then!! i went to HK nichiren shoshu pc!!! and i saw Rev Kirikushi!!! he doesnt recognise me though. :( but i cant tell him what i did when i'm young right? =X lol.
ok. after evening gongyo i joined the rest at tsim sha tsui for dinner. we went to a small eatery.
back to the hotel, me huix sotong and jo played doraemon version monopoly. =P (huix didnt want to disturb the couple.) ha

Day 2:
Went to the nearest restaurant to have breakfast. (fyi, all breakfast is dim sum. lol) after that took MTR to Disneyland.
ok. in the disneyland, quite nice for a first timer (me). and i can say i didnt regret going. it's only 295HKD on a weekday and you can stay there till 8pm. some more 7.15pm there's fireworks. and... fire. too bright till i teared. =/ even i watched the 4d show, i teared too. why? lol. cal (he wears spec too) says he teared too during the firework but not the 4d show. what's wrong with my eyes? lol.
then after that, we went to tsim sha tsui again and shop. i think cal and jo looking for sports thingy. on our way, we tried alot of snacks too. =D *yamm yammm*

Day 3:
we walked a short distance and ate dim sum again. =D den took MTR to the central. after shopped for a while, took bus to sogo department store. around 5 -6 stops and the bus fare is only HKD3 plus.then come to lunch time, i'm surprised nobody complained hunger. so i asked clara, den i realised not only me and clara hungry. lol.
then went outside to get some snacks. and i ate the beef ball!! the nicest bestest goodest food i ate in HK! omg. i want it NOW. :( but the bad thing is, i didnt mention its beef and the beef ball went down to sotong....'s stomach. =X lol. i was so guilty lah. (he cant eat beef -religion purposes) but on the other hand, it's also funny. =X i kept apologising. he said nvm lah. and... guess what he say next.. 'actually quite nice..' -_-!! lolx.
then we went to the other shopping centre. this shopping centre feels like a bigger version of icons at bugis.
after this we went back to the sogo again cos there's hokkaido fair. so we went down to the supermarket. tried beef! nice!! we walked around.. so many things to look and taste. and we left at 6 plus. i think we spent about 2 hour plus inside. =/

then then then. they suggested we went to yung kee restaurant. so we searched for it. and finally. wow. seems like a high class restaurant. ok. we went in.ate 5 dishes. ok. i shall not mention the bad things. i think i'm the only one who's pissed. after the dinner, jo wanted to go to dunnoe where de shopping centre. and hui wanna go back to those streets and look for boots again. so... i decided to follow clara, cal and jo. den den .. took bus. stopped a short distance away from the shopping centre. and guess what we saw? a very big AIA logo. and feris wheel! amusement park! clara get so excited. so we went in at 1015 despite closing at 11. =/ it cost HKD120. haha. they had 4 rides while me only 3. throughout the 3 rides i didnt open my eyes. =/

haha. though only 45 mins.but i think we had the most fun there. =D

back to hotel. we (except sotong) still played daidee at me room till around 1 plus. haha. i think me too high from those rides. kept laughin. =X

Day 4:
mid morning have to go to airport liao. inside the plane, me clara hui and jo played daidee and 2 rounds of old maid. cal and sotong went to the back to sleep. =P when on our way to HK, clara me hui and sotong played daidee and i keep winning. but on the way back, i didnt even win one round. -_-! y y y?? jo sotong switched? but jo didnt win every round lor. lol.

back to singapore. sianx sianx sianx. =X interview at chaoyang the next day.

The Phantom of the Opera

Christine:
In sleep he sang to me,In dreams he came,
That voice which calls to me,And speaks my name.
And do I dream again? For now I find.
The Phantom of the Opera is there-Inside my mind.

Phantom:
Sing once again with me, our strange duet,
My power over you, grows stronger yet.
And though you turn from me, to glance behind.
The Phantom of the Opera is there -inside your mind.

Christine:
Those who have seen your face,
Draw back in fear.
I am the mask you wear.

Phantom:
It's me they hear.

Both:
You're/my spirit and my/you're voice in one combined.
The Phantom of the Opera is there inside my/your mind.

(in the background)
He's there,the Phantom of the Opera . . .
Beware the Phantom of the Opera . . .

Phantom:
In all your fantasies,you always knew that man and mystery . . .

Christine:
...Were both in you.

BOTH
And in this labyrinth, where night is blind,
the Phantom of the Opera is there/here inside your/my mind . . .

Phantom:
Sing, my Angel of Music!

CHRISTINE
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera...

(She then begins to vocalise strangely until they reach the shore of the lake...)

HATE RAIN!

DUN KILL ME. I MEAN I HATE RAINY DAYS! :P

Haix. The WEATHER make me MAD! It makes me feel worse.. :(

i have nth to do at work!!! how can Brenda tahan for one and half yr??!!! it's not even half yr for me!! =(

everyday surf net.. blog..friendster..do useless stuff.. hmmmm.. and...

THIS JOB MAKES ME NEED 8 HRS OF SLEEP EVERYDAY!!

=X when i was still in secondary school life, i slept at 12midnight and woke up at 5am (cos distance from home to sch requires about 45mins) and i dont feel abit tired lor!!! haix.. that stupid MAD DRIVER said.. cos i'm aging!!! wth.. what is he then?!! eRrrrrrr!! :(

before i come to this page, i have so much in my mind to say. but now. it seems like nth. all gone. haix.

hur~ i still think of zun EVERYDAY! =X just cant get him outta my mind. but because of him and ella, i worked hard. :)

saw the video of ella crying.. make me cry too.. celebrities are also human.. cos of all these, it makes me wanna work hard too. cos they are working so hard. :) i found my motivation. :D

came to realise, though the path i chose seemed to be very nice, saved me alot of time. but come to think of it, i lost alot too.. like.. the most important thing for me.. friends. my social circle for me has been like Sh*t. i stayed with the old friends. no new friends. whereas my old friends are having more n more new friends. the routine for me everyday makes me think so much. everyday, only home, work, PC. nothing else. no movies, no shopping with friends. it makes me heartbreak sometimes. :'(

hmmm.. is all this really worth?