:(

Every morning, before i step into the office, i would tell myself.. 'sy.. today is a new day.. start fresh, work hard and be happy.' then with a smile, i stepped into the office. 'Morning!' as usual, every morning, i will greet LL.. and from her reply, i would know whether she's in a good mood.

today, as usual, i hardly hear her. from this, i know. she's not in a good mood. This year started off not very well for her i guess? since the first day of work, the days of her in good mood can be counted with my two hands. i not sure whether can i count with one hand - 5 fingers. =/

now i know how much a person with bad mood can affect others. every morning, i pity myself and the fish. i look at the fish. they look at me. how i wish i can talk to them. FYI, my co. only have 5 workers. Boss P.Gan, who is always travelling.. Manager M.Koh who dont have to apply leave to be absent from office. Sales Engineer LL, who i mentioned earlier. She's hardworking, without her in this company, i dont think the company would survive. Mad Driver (store/delivery man) J.Peh who....is mad.. and of cos ME and the 5 fishes. that's y i said how i wished i can talk to the fishes. I think they understand. Lol. they recognised me. every morning, they see me, they would get excited. cos i'm gonna feed them. wahaha.

The good thing is.. when LL is not in good mood, she wont go around #$&^%%^*! if she does, i'm wont be staying here anymore. =X Lol.

but i dont think i will be staying here for long. thinking of leaving after half year which is 12th april. It's not that i dont like the company or dont like what i am doing. ( in fact, i have nth to do. =X ) the reasons is.... i'm getting slower and slacker each day (cos nth to do). my brain is already so slow. haix. everyday i come to the office to surf net. i really appreciate that they 'paid me to surf the net'.. but.. there would be one day that i find..i dont want to come in for 8 hours to surf the net anymore. the people here are really good. especially boss and LL. i dont know whether anyone had this. but after working for only 3 months got bonus one? haha. I really hope i have a very BIG heart to endure all those slacking and slowness to stay in this company. hMmm.. let's see. . :)

my resolution for this year is to work hard in everything.. my work..studies.. family. everything. but i didnt expect it would turn out like this for me. last year, almost everyday i'm busy. weekends are worse for me. dont know whether is it still the startingof this year...

now.. monday to friday.. 3 out of 5 days. i will be at home.. watching tv. =X sometimes, i'm at loss when come to weekends. sat i have class. but now, sunday, seems like.. a resting day for me at home. or a baking day (which i baked brownie).. it's not that i dont like this kinda lifestyle. i just need time to adapt. but maybe when i'm adapting, things changed agian. haix. i hate changes..

hmmm.. pardon me for my long entries. i have ample of time.=/

valentines' day coming. =X Lol. haix. my first class of social psychology. though no date lah.. hha.. but also good lah. :P better than nth to do at home.wahaha.


-looking forward to 10th feb- =D



::shiawase ni natte kudasai::