i'm so BORED

i'm so SO sO So so SO BORED!!! :(

i start work at 830am finish at 530. by almost everyday.. by 915am i have nothing to do already.. *sob*

ytd mummy asked me, 'girl ah.. why nowadays talk to you must wait so long then u reply de?'

i replied, 'aiya.. u must understand mummy, i dont talk when i'm at work.. somemore nothing to do at work.. my brain become slow lah..'

haix.. what to do what to do?

anyway. i called up shirley ytd. i asked her whether can i change to diploma. she say can leh! i was like shocked lah.. she will email me the details.

the reason why i wanted to change............. long story :P


k lah.. very sianz.. wanna cry.. :(

hana kimi ep 14 tonight in taiwan!!!

wahahha!! it seems like years waiting for ep 14 lah!!! haha.. but finally. i can watch tml!!! =D so happy.. cannot wait anymore!!!

today went uncle david's house! wow!! my goodness!! his house!!! so fasinating la!! everything so cool. must really cost alot alot. **ouch*

hmmm... sometimes do u feel like u have another u inside u? haha.. understand what i'm saying? :p sometimes i dont wanna be the current me. perhaps everybody has another ME inside us. just that we are afraid of what others may think.. just that the society doesnt allow us to do certain thing..

for myself, i love drinking. =X shocked? wahaha.. i guess i would love clubbing too. i also love to wear nice nice and go shopping.. haha. .:P

wanna be someone who just dont care what others may think. how others look at you.

:))




now, wu zun has got a place in my heart. =X

he's not blogging! urge!!


is it that if u're busy, u will easily find something that motivates you to carry on fighting? i noticed ppl like joleen tsai and many many more. they are so hardworking. why cant i have even 50% of their hardworkingness? how i wish how i wish how i wish. wu zun is also working very hard. :)


5a, i'm sorry if i sounded harsh. cos without 5a, my results would be worse. i'm so excited about the gathering. i want to see all of u.. i want to see us together again. but i'm so sorry that the motivation 5a gave me... has been slowly disappearing.. :( haix.


how i wish how i wish.

today kor said something strange. we were talking about uncle david's new house. cos very nice must cost a bomb, then he said, so u know.. u must choose the right path and earn good money. haix. am i too sensitive?


nitex.

Use your heart.

School started for most yesterday after CNY.

for me, yesterday was a holiday. actually intended to study. but ended up watching Hana Kimi for the whole day. =X

but i didnt regret! cos the show was great! haha. though i still have to wait for 2 more weeks to finsih. it's painful to have to wait so long lah.. especially the critical part lah.. haix. :(

i love quan lah!! ruixi is sOOooo protected by him! awww.. so sweet.. but i believe all this cant find in reality. :) people. .must watch k.. =X i'm addicted to it. i always have the urge to watch again. maybe cos i haven finish the entire show. that's y the urge. though i finish 13 episode, i still look forward to 7pm everyday on channel U. =X

saw Wu Zun's blog just now in the morning. abit motivated by it. haha.. i dont understand why is he so handsome so beautiful lah. haha..

after reading his blog. i remembered my resolution for this yr. it's to work hard in everything i do. as in to put in effort. but unfortunately, i dont have a single bit of a determined mind.

i'm a slacker.



[As you walk and eat and travel, be where you are. Otherwise, you will lose most of your life.]

happy V day :)

may all the couples be happy forever. :)

He suddenly appeared in my mind this morning. =X

if we are of the same race.. what would happen?

i know.. now there's alot of.. what u call that? cross-cultural? hmmm.. i forgot the term for it.. u know. :P

but when religion comes into the picture, what would happen?

i know we wont give up our religion. :) maybe one day i would maybe forever i wont. who knows.

another fish DIED

i dont wish to enter a long entry. but i've got so much to say..

HUMANISM: any system or mode of thought or action in which human interests, values, and dignity predominate.

I dont understand why is this so. i mean.. we are in the same chapter wat.. it's not that different chapter of ppl come together and neglect their own chapter. haixx.

even in the same chapter just different district, u all wanna make so big fuss about it. like that, how can we achieve itai doshin? how can we achieve kosenrufu? always say say say.. is this the real itai doshin?

ya.. maybe u all got ur own very GOOD reason for doing so. but it seems so FUNNY to me.

it's FUNNY to me cos when someone with higher status needs our help, u all from different district are so helpful. well done. :)

it seems like i'm working in the company with so MANY MANY rules to follow. do u all know it made ppl scared and insecure? but thanks to u, we have become so careful in whatever we do. :D

but people are not worth giving up their happiness cos of u people. maybe they should be grateful later on. :) THANK YOU VERY MUCH. *BOW*



anyway, i first stepped into this company on 12 Oct, since then till now... 3 FISHES HAVE DIED!!! =X

Lol. what happened? =/ they want freedom too? haha..



so wish to watch hana yori dango. =D

bEautifUl sAturDAy :>

HAHA! they are HERE today!! Yes! in my house! Lol. :P

Haven see them for such a long time since dont know when. haha.. waited so long for today. :D

guess why they are here for? hehe...



::RooOOoooOOOooOlllllllllllllllllllllllLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL::



Let's start let's start!!!! :D


clara... what are u looking at? nothing to do ah?

what's that in ur hand? my pineapple tart??!!!




wOohOoo.. at the same time.... .huix's looking at the pressie i gave her! *blush** :D



*act cute** :X




woo.. clara's enjoying. :)





hoohoo.. mel's slacking.. but she learned to play first two verse of twinkle twinkle. *WeE!*






*drooOool*.. dont know which batch is this. ha. looks good?






taAaadaAaa!!!! that's my share!!! :D and i only paid 2.10bucks for it :) cheers!


haven see me in any pics? :( haha.. TaDA!!!!!


anyway.. all my doraemons today's like model!! mel took photos for all of them! wahhaa.. :P

hmmm.. all my darlings.. i really enjoyed myself today. :> really. thanks! love u all!!

你是我最初和最后的天堂

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔
飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎黱样
只要有你就会是天堂
像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

awww..

i'm bored!!! :(:(:(

feeling butterflies in my stomach... :(





anyway... wahahaha.. my bf handsome huh?! :D

Medical cerfiticate-

took MC today. cos throat hurts like hell. den affected my left ear. everytime my throat hurts my left ear will feel the pain too. *scary* ha.

tml i'm going to visit dr ong. hope the Q wont be that 'scary'. *pray*


:) oyasumi nasai.

天使

像孩子依赖著肩膀 像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样 给我依赖 给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮 像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使 你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

:):)

:(

Every morning, before i step into the office, i would tell myself.. 'sy.. today is a new day.. start fresh, work hard and be happy.' then with a smile, i stepped into the office. 'Morning!' as usual, every morning, i will greet LL.. and from her reply, i would know whether she's in a good mood.

today, as usual, i hardly hear her. from this, i know. she's not in a good mood. This year started off not very well for her i guess? since the first day of work, the days of her in good mood can be counted with my two hands. i not sure whether can i count with one hand - 5 fingers. =/

now i know how much a person with bad mood can affect others. every morning, i pity myself and the fish. i look at the fish. they look at me. how i wish i can talk to them. FYI, my co. only have 5 workers. Boss P.Gan, who is always travelling.. Manager M.Koh who dont have to apply leave to be absent from office. Sales Engineer LL, who i mentioned earlier. She's hardworking, without her in this company, i dont think the company would survive. Mad Driver (store/delivery man) J.Peh who....is mad.. and of cos ME and the 5 fishes. that's y i said how i wished i can talk to the fishes. I think they understand. Lol. they recognised me. every morning, they see me, they would get excited. cos i'm gonna feed them. wahaha.

The good thing is.. when LL is not in good mood, she wont go around #$&^%%^*! if she does, i'm wont be staying here anymore. =X Lol.

but i dont think i will be staying here for long. thinking of leaving after half year which is 12th april. It's not that i dont like the company or dont like what i am doing. ( in fact, i have nth to do. =X ) the reasons is.... i'm getting slower and slacker each day (cos nth to do). my brain is already so slow. haix. everyday i come to the office to surf net. i really appreciate that they 'paid me to surf the net'.. but.. there would be one day that i find..i dont want to come in for 8 hours to surf the net anymore. the people here are really good. especially boss and LL. i dont know whether anyone had this. but after working for only 3 months got bonus one? haha. I really hope i have a very BIG heart to endure all those slacking and slowness to stay in this company. hMmm.. let's see. . :)

my resolution for this year is to work hard in everything.. my work..studies.. family. everything. but i didnt expect it would turn out like this for me. last year, almost everyday i'm busy. weekends are worse for me. dont know whether is it still the startingof this year...

now.. monday to friday.. 3 out of 5 days. i will be at home.. watching tv. =X sometimes, i'm at loss when come to weekends. sat i have class. but now, sunday, seems like.. a resting day for me at home. or a baking day (which i baked brownie).. it's not that i dont like this kinda lifestyle. i just need time to adapt. but maybe when i'm adapting, things changed agian. haix. i hate changes..

hmmm.. pardon me for my long entries. i have ample of time.=/

valentines' day coming. =X Lol. haix. my first class of social psychology. though no date lah.. hha.. but also good lah. :P better than nth to do at home.wahaha.


-looking forward to 10th feb- =D



::shiawase ni natte kudasai::

brownie!

i made brownie yesterday!! ha.. but forgot to take pic. next time will remember! :D first time trying brownie, not a bad attempt i would say. :P cos uncle say its not very sweet. just nice! yipee! =D wahaha.. then he asked me to bake for him for CNY. LOL. haha.. so excited lah.. so.. on the 16th, (my company's closed!! =D) i will be baking a few.. :D one for uncle.. one for our own family.. one for jia qing's family.. one for the birthday boy.. and one for lilian's family! :D woo.. 5!! haha.. =P like santa claus. lol.

nth much to update though. just that i'm so bored at work. =X today not so bad lah.. time passed quite fast for a monday. =/ wahaha.

oh~ so looking forward to 10th feb!! clara, mel, sweeching and xuan wei's coming to bake cookies!! for valentines'day and friendship week! clara and sweeching say they gonna bake 50 cookieS!!!! oh my.. i'm afraid my oven might explode! wahaha. hmmm.. i dont think i'm gonna make for friends.=X Lol. not appropriate to give cookies to huix right? =/ hmmm.. so.. wahhaa. maybe i will bake cake again? Lol. :P wanna try royal icing! my cupcake has no icing. not pretty. haha.

hmmm.. but before 10th i'm gonna visit dr ong on thurs. oh man. think of the Q.. i... haix. hmmm.. jia u sy! :)

think the HK trip in march has been comfirmed. that sotong took leave already.. before we book the ticket. wth.. haix. actually if i had a choice, i would choose to give up this trip. it's like.. they dont have to care for me huH? haix.. i know health is more important. and i also know studies also very impt.. haix.. save me. hmmmm.. now.. i dont care le.. there's nth for me to care le. there's no need and i think they would be pleased if i just dont care. haix. make me feel like i'm gonna spoilt the trip.. they gonna go disney.. i dont tihnk i will be going. haix. how... hope the PC there at least open for one day. :(


::how i wish::

oh man...

Definition for Fairyland : something existing solely in the imagination (but often mistaken for reality)

haha.. initially i thought using the word fairyland is so kiddish. but after i typed the word on dictionary.com, i found this meaning. 'but often mistaken for reality' captured my attention. :P

actually had few blogs before =X but today.. i did something wrong. i forgot to inform a colleague yesterday that my account asked me to pack the goods and it's urgent because they have to ship out this morning. Mad driver seems so unhappy. :( (but i think he act =X LOL)

my memory is deteriorating. or rather i would say, it's been so bad since don't know when. Clara's memory is good. I grew up with her since Kindergarden.. same primary same secondary. for 5 yrs in secondary we were in the same class. for the last 3 yrs, we were siting together. she was always the one with so many memory. she would always ask me, 'ne.. that one lah.. u don't remember meh?' haha.. this gal.. love her yet dislike her sometimes. =D

xu wei lun passed away on the 28th. life is so fagile. so many are sleeing to death. so many died. ume (korean star) also hung herself last month. sigh..

If i were to die one day, please someone, remember to put at least one of my doraemon =X in the coffin with me. =/ then i wont be so lonely. :) sianx. what if tml i nv wake up? what if the next moment i met with an accident and die?

hmmm.. till here- i will continue blogging :)

anyway. i'm gonna make brownie on sunday. =D


-juzsmile-