Britain got talent - Pual Potts

my favourite song!!!

Franz schubert (1797 - 1828)

'mum said it's terrible to go thru life while wishing u're someone else...'

- ivan - says:
yah yah yah
- ivan - says:
she is so correct
sy says:
but most ppl do.. and think so
- ivan - says:
that is your perception
sy says:
hmmm.. at least not u.

- ivan - says:
and why think like any other pple....
- ivan - says:
correct..
- ivan - says:
like last time my father always scold me for bad sch results....
- ivan - says:
then i always compare my lousier classmates....
sy says:
lol!
- ivan - says:
then he will say.... why dun you compare with better students then myself
- ivan - says:
then i think/.....
- ivan - says:
what the hell....
- ivan - says:
why bother to compare myself to others....
- ivan - says:
be it for better or worse its still other's shadow....
- ivan - says:
then once i leave sch i look for another shadow meh... can't be mah...
- ivan - says:
might as well i just compete with myself/...
- ivan - says:
with my own capability
- ivan - says:
and push myself
- ivan - says:
like setting a goal for yourself... it must be realistic kinda things.... its logical.... so use your logical mind to think and you will get your own ans....
- ivan - says:
if you ans is still to follow other pple and or wishing to be other pple.... then take it i never say anything
- ivan - says:
:)

Wonderful

wow. i cant believe what I have gone through today, a stress-less Saturday.. =D

went for mg and chanted another half hour after mg which makes a total of 1hr daimoku! =D

followed by breakfast then to Vivo! went to page one, saw this book and immediately, sher and I loved it. =X So we each bought one. =X haha (we need to eat air next week =/)















After buying the book, we happily went to Pacific Coffee Company, the seat were very comfortable. =D and we had a big table to ourselves. *grin*






























*opps* I got hooked to drawing. but I did finished 3 of my assignments! =P 6assignments and 6 theory paper to go though. =X

we stayed there for about 3 to 4 hrs before we proceed to evening gongyo =D such wonderful day to go for both morning and evening gongyo. =P

after evening gongyo, we went to Marina square for dinner and..... we drew! =X haha!

























I did a so-called journal with lots pictures. =P haha
It felt so nice to express my feelings by drawing. hee.
dont be mistaken by the crying gal, im not having that kinda weather now! =D

and kind Song drove us home!! =D and he sang YE LAI XIANG! very funny! =P











These were done by Francyn! She's really a very very good person! =D LOVEHER!
she's going china again. haha

ONE BIG STEP FORWARD!!!

=D

IM ONE BIG STEP NEARER TO MY DREAM! YEAH!! hee..


hmmm. recently and now towards early nov, i dont tihnk i have much time to blog =( my assignments...haix.. is like mount everest liao. lol haha. =X and 2 major exams!! wish me luck!

lacrimoso

dolente dolore traurig mesto triste tristancente

Archipelago 051007

kw: where u all?
sy: we at the niao there.
kw: u come here la, i also got niao.

-_-!!

sy: where are we going?
kw: come, i bring you go eat peanut.
sy: man? got pub got peanuts one??


haha. went to archipelago at boat quay with sher, kw, wc, yk. =) and we ate lots peanuts. =X lol. and its a camwhore day. haha. =x took lots emo pics. and i saw someone pee. =XXXX

Happy! =D

******

Often, we hope to be someone other than ourselves...
Always, we see the negative side of us or rather we set a super high expectation of our own self.
but what will happen if we start to appreciate ourselves more and to understand and forgive ourselves more?
will we be happier?

and often, we tend to very concerned about how ppl may look or think of us...
but i see some who are 'not that concerned'... who do things they like and doesnt care how others will look at them... are their carefree life much more happier?

wondering @.@

*****

Dearest Good Friend Lun,

I felt you're ignoring me. you can deny it of cos. but ur face ur attitude show it all.
I dont know why or what I've done to make u react this way... but.. again, easier said than done (for myself =X), think u should be frank. If our 'case' is similar to ur previous 'case', then, i think something is seriously wrong with you.

haix =(

*****

Dear Dora,

This week had been a very bad one...
I haven touch my violin still. haven start on assignment still.
haven been doing music theory hw still. haven been studying still.
haven do japanese hw still. haven been chanting still...

can I have the memory bread? I would just have to stamp the bread on my books, eat it and I can remember everything.

can u give me something interesting to make clones?
1 for work
1 to study
1 to practice violin
1 to practice theory
1 to do japanese hw
1 to chant lots
1 to play
1 to sleep
total 8. =) should be more than enough.

i dont feel like 19. i felt like 26. how?
i rejected clara for asking me out for more than 3 times le, how?
i woke up everyday with no motivation, how?

dear dora, what interesting stuff do u have to help me solve my probs?

jelly =|

******

sher and i went to watch 'death at a funeral' ha and i tell u, it's lame. =x lol but scary movie is lamer. wahhaha
and when im home, i watched secret by jay chou. and i regret not watching it at the cinema. youtube sometimes ........ =X (but must appreciate=D) I cried alot during the show, cos once i start i cannot stop. but luckily i didnt watch it at cinema if not, very ugly. =XXX LOL. i know ppl reading will be like...wth.. lol.. woman are fickle minded. =P

moviefreak =O


I saw engene today and I seriously extremely missed him.. ='( but always, i dont have time for him.

sorry =[


still, take me to lalaland~

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS MY VIOLIN!!!

I told myself that IM GOING TO BLOG ONCE PRACTICUM IS OVER!!!!!

and.. here i am =D










practicum is finally over. finally. it wasnt that scary after all. my heart wasnt like beating very fast when i was presenting. *wink* hee..

I think.. hmmm. I've done my best and I think I was not that bad. =P

heeee... ok. after one week of stressing, Im gonna.... (the end marks the beginning of new chapter) hmmm, yes.. after CTT comes practicum, after practicum, I will need to finish my other 3assignments, which one would need me to write tonnes of words. =p

and I definitely miss my violin hell lots. =( haven been touching it like since dont know when. =((( but I cant play it now, unless I dont mind kena scolding and maybe the police visit. =D

haha.. i really misss those free time..... im craving so much for a afternoon nap =X but it always seems so much sinful than having any very-fattening chocolate. =(

take me to lalaland~


Bubbles bubbling 'ber' 'ber' 'ber'
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Bubbles bubbling 'ber' 'ber' 'ber'
'ber' is the sound of B! =D