bastards

my teacher said,

Hilter believed that without ppl with mental retardation, it would be a better human kind society.

man.

and in the past, ppl with mental retardation are being locked. and killed.

shit all those bastard.

clara.zinc

Clara.Zinc=)

Clara love Zinc and Zinc love Clara. =D

Clara is someone I known for 14trs. (since we're 5 =))
same kindergarten same primary same secondary =) (sec sch-same class 5 yrs!)
so many things happened all these years.
but clara i wanna tell u..(*shy*) u will always be my 'bestest' 'bestest' friend!
nobody can replace ur position in my heart. =D *blush*

Im missing those days.. when we take bus to school every morning at 6am... doing homework on the bus.. and u were always so sleepy not only on bus, in class also like that. haha.. awww.. i dont wanna grow up clara..

I was just thinking of Clara in the evening before I go for class.
then!!!
after class! mummy called and said yenyen was looking for me!
she wanna give me cakes! =D
When I heard this, i rushed back home asap and change so can meet clara!! (i sound like meeting bf =X)
oh ya! and she is someone and the only one who doesnt hesitate to call my mummy when she couldnt reach me on my mobile!! hahahha!!! =D

ZINCLOVECLARA!

night at Paulaner140907

-wake up wake up.
D mummy, i scared of you man. =X nth dont call me =XXXXX

D mummy said, 'my son lost his art pieces leh. How? Must call police anot?!'

AA-ing,Self-pitying

the more i know, the more i became confused.
from both person, came 2 very different story.
why is this so?

who am i going to trust?
which side of story is the truth?

sometimes, i felt like a substitute. in fact, most of the time
man,im AA,im self-pitying,ignore me.


-Mr C,stop being nice.

Because of you

First Step into Asian's Women Welfare Association (AWWA) =D
im going there on tue/thur for volunteery work! so happy! =D
ill be the classroom assistant for now.
but the in charge asked me whether wanna help out in hydro therapy.
she said dont have to worry i dont have to know how to swim cos the water is only 1.2m.
but...
im short. =/

haha! LOVELOVELOVE!!! =D

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Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

-goaway

i love

This is crazy

advantage? disadvantage?

is it a advantage or disadvantage to just follow and do what u're told though u're unhappy with it?

the 'productivity' :)

I realized the best timing for me to study is in the morning..

ha. after 19 years, i finally realized. =X

haha clara, no wonder i can always be awake to do my homework during the 45 mins bus ride to school though i woke up at 5am everyday.... =)

Kaimyo PC Appreciation Dinner 01092007

Japan Got Talent!!! haha

























Uncle Velu said, 'Tell me what does BEER stand for before you all can drink..'
B - Beginning
E - Enjoy
E - Ending
R - Regret

:)





























Singapore Got Talent!!!

5A gathering 30th Aug 2007

How I wish Clara was there... =)



































19 of us were there that day on 30th Aug. I miss them so much....

Malaysia Youth Kenshu - Photos =)

Once the announcement was made that Singaporeans were invited to join the malaysia kenshu, I told myself that im going. I guess the main purpose of going was to see Alvin. I know it's wrong to think this way, but i cant help it feeling this way. It's less than a year after the student kenshu last year..which i got to know more about alvin.. so much more.. =)

but this time round, he wasnt there. neither was his bro. nobody knows why......

however, i didnt regret. cos i brought good things in my mind back to spore :) and i also feel motivated by the malaysians. the pureness the thoughtfulness of them the capability them the 'selfless devoting oneself' them. :)

I guess everyone was really touched by Kar How's experience. How compassionate is Rev to give him extra time to share his experience. :) the courageous him! Jia u!!!

i wonder if alvin still rems me....